so be ready.
coz itz gonna be f*ckin' jiwang.
*hahakzZZZ!!!!!
im a loser...
yayi...
he's going anytime... im going to lose another person again for the third time this year. hurts to see ibu cry. but i noe i be there for her... for everyone...
"u really need to get moving"
my frens, i mean everyone tell me that...tell me not to talk about you...the are all sad to see me this way but... i dont noe what to do..somehow i tried but i cant forget you..it seems so hard...maybe i deserve it...
why is it so hard...?
im just pathetic looking at how i am now...sometimes i feel that i deserve better, sometimes i feel that i deserve u...but i myself is confused...
somehow i feel that u still do love me...
life seems longer without u...
it seems so hard to forget u...
maybe its becoz be been thru alot...
maybe its our memories..
time will heal everything...
eventhou it hurts...
eventhough i really love u...
i will live my life waiting...
waiting with a big smile...
maybe we'll love again...
maybe we'll not...
so live ur life the way u want it to be...
the way it makes u happy...
coz mine decided...
i'll wait for u...
coz thats the way that will make me happy....
**i just want to fall asleep in ur arms again, like i used to... i miss u girl...
Tuesday, May 20, 2008 // 1:08 AM